Albert Jaquier
Albert Jaquier was a high-level Scientologist. Despite having attested to OT VII, he was sick, impoverished, and miserable when he died. His diary records the distress he experienced at the end of his life - the broken promises of other Scientologists and the lack of compassion from those around him, including his son.
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February 1, 1994: Entry from the diary of Albert Jaquier, an OT7 Scientologist: Sick. Passing blood. Wrote to IAS for refunds of Patron Meritorious ( a "status" achieved by paying $250,000 to the International Association of Scientologists) of Jody Darling, Hans-Kaspar Rhyner ( another delinquent debtor, Scientologist, who did not repay over $300,000) and Edwin Baer.
February 14, 1994: Entry from the diary of Albert Jaquier, an OT7 Scientologist: Slept all afternoon, no courage. No news from IAS or from Baer, just from Rhyner.
February 25, 1994: Entry from the diary of Albert Jaquier, an OT7 Scientologist: Discussion with Chaplain (the staff member at Flag who is supposed to resolve conflicts between Scientologists because it is forbidden for a Scientologist to take a lawyer against another Scientologist) the cycle (Scientologese for action) does not go. I am bored, alone, sad.
April 18, 1994: Entry from the diary of Albert Jaquier, an OT7 Scientologist: Letter from Renald (Renald Racine, delinquent Scientology debtor who did not pay $6,000), disgusting, saddens me. Is he crazy? Took it to Cosima (an E/O at Flag). Angry about IAS. Criticised by IAS staff who told me it was not OK for me to ask for a refund.
April 19, 1994: Entry from the diary of Albert Jaquier, an OT7 Scientologist: Depression. Spoke to Cyril, everything is falling apart. I am sad and very disappointed.
April 23, 1994: Entry from the diary of Albert Jaquier, an OT7 Scientologist: Fax from Darling, 1.1 (1.1 is a Scientology description of the emotional level of a person, 1.1 is "covertly hostile", a low level meaning the person hates you but hides it).
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| December 11, 1994 | Albert Jaquier dies. According, ex-wife, Ariane Jackson | Albert Jaquier dies. According to his ex-wife, Ariane Jackson, he is "alone, impoverished, in misery, betrayed, disillusioned, depressed and less than 60 years old. Scientology had promised him freedom, health, happiness, success, immortality, power and longevity. In the hope of achieving these, he had given till he had no more to give." He had been in Scientology for 14 years and given several million dollars. He had completed OT7. | |
| December 9, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Not, account | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Not a lot of money left on the account. | |
| December 8, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: I, San Salvador (to, it). Ariane, Stefan, out | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: I will sign for San Salvador (to sell it). Ariane and Stefan are moving the furniture out. | |
| December 7, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary:, I, anxious | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: I am very anxious. | |
| December 5, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: This, sad, sick, anxious | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: This week sad, sick, anxious. | |
| December 4, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Sick | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Sick. | |
| December 3, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: This, I, much, pain | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: This morning very faint if I move too much, a lot of chest pain. | |
| December 2, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Cyril, Switzerland, goodbye. Received, evening, faint, I, all | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Cyril went back to Switzerland without saying goodbye. Received auditing in the evening, feeling faint, I do not feel good at all. | |
| December 1, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: I, tired, constricted, I, I, year | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: I am very tired, chest constricted, I do not think I will finish the year. | |
| November 30, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Cyril, computer, I | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Cyril came to the house to ask for a new computer, I said "no", he left angry. | |
| November 22, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Received 150,000 Swiss, Baer, $40,000, unhappiness | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Received 150,000 Swiss francs from Baer, lost $40,000 and all the unhappiness. | |
| November 19, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: This, I, Cyril, upstairs, refused | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: This morning I asked Cyril to help me take the furniture upstairs, he refused. | |
| November 18, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Baer, money, story. Rhyner nothing, Jody, (communication) | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Baer does not send the money, strange story. Rhyner nothing, Jody no comm (communication). | |
| November 17, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Baer, repayment, I, that | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Baer proposes a repayment, I sign the papers for that. | |
| November 16, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Moved, Calumet (another, sell), Greenwood (small, appartment), pain, dizzy, tired, oppression | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Moved from Calumet (another house he had to sell) to Greenwood (small, one bedroom appartment), cried with pain, dizzy, tired, oppression. | |
| November 15, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Cyril, stopping, manager. Loide (a Scientologist), exchange, car, bike, etc | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Cyril is always stopping, very bad manager. Loide (a Scientologist) does not exchange, just asks for car, bike, etc. | |
| November 11, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Met Valeska (my, Clearwater), dad, (he, Valeska, four). Ooh, la, Valeska. Saw Alain, product | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Met Valeska (my teenage daughter who is staff in Clearwater), my dad, thought it was he who was calling me (he thought Valeska was his father who had died when he was four). Ooh la la, Valeska. Saw Alain, no product. | |
| November 8, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Sad week, happy, stuck | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Sad week, not happy, stuck. | |
| November 7, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: My, bad, money, nothing, over. Fought, Jeanne D'Arc, threat? Yes, camp. I, danger | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: My health is bad, money, nothing, treason all over. Fought with Jeanne D'Arc, is it a threat? Yes. She has changed camp. I am in danger. | |
| November 6, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Fax, Rhyner, me. I, more, I, Jeanne D'Arc, Marcus (E.O.) | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Fax from Rhyner who is very angry with me. I cannot take any more, I screamed at Jeanne D'Arc and Marcus (E.O.) | |
| November 5, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Sick, sad | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Sick, sad. | |
| November 3, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: All, sad, feverish, pain, depression | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: All this week sad, feverish, pain, depression. | |
| October 31, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: D, P (an, Director, Processing | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: D of P (an interview by the Director of Processing [Processing is auditing], not happy, without purpose, useless. | |
| October 28, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Contacted Ginger, Jeanne D'Arc, IAS | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Contacted Ginger and Jeanne D'Arc to ask for my refund from IAS. | |
| October 27, 1994 | Entry, Albert Jaquier's diary: Contacted Alain, Jeanne D'Arc, IAS | Entry from Albert Jaquier's diary: Contacted Alain and Jeanne D'Arc to ask for a refund from IAS. | |
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