Scientologist Cheryl S, Scientology. During, years, Scientologist (both, org), Cheryl's, suffering, herself, wrote

Date: February 1, 1991
Scientologist Cheryl S leaves her husband and departs Scientology. During the past few years, her husband had had an affair with another Scientologist (both of them were execs at their org), and Cheryl's health was suffering, partly due to overwork while on staff herself. She later wrote, "I thought about it long and hard. I requested marriage counseling. I was mid-auditing action and unless I could come up with a lot of money to complete it and then pay for the marriage counseling, then I could not get the "marriage counseling." I saw the Chaplains at AOLA and ASHO. I was informed ... that since Steve was a staff member, it would be an uphill battle to pull him away from being full-time staff, and I would be viewed as the bad guy. He was compassionate, but that was the reality of the situation. Nothing changed. No help was forthcoming from Scientology. I reviewed my past history and determined that if I stayed with Steve and stayed in Scientology, there was a good chance that I would be dead at an early age, the way things were going. I decided I had to get away from both." In her epilogue, she writes, "It took a long time to emotionally recover from the abuses. The hardest thing to overcome was the initial feeling that the rug had literally been pulled out from under my feet. Everything I had believed in had turned out to be false, and all I had to show were the years I missed watching my children grow up, poor health and no money. But within a year I was in much better financial shape and things were going so much better without Scientology in my life."